I’ve been down lately. I come home from work everyday and go straight to my room, lay in my bed, and play on my phone. I have no one to hang out with and I feel like I’m not going anywhere with my life. I wanna start college next year. But I’ve been saying that since I’ve graduated high school three years ago. I’m stuck at home because I barely make enough money to pay the little amount of bills that I have to pay for, let alone make rent payments. I see everyone I graduated with going to school, in relationships, having a great time. I mentally get onto myself everyday about how I should have pushed myself to try harder and to go to college so I could have what everyone else has. Now I’m stuck at a shitty job and living at home with my parents.